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I have learned...
so much about myself in the couple of months I've been here. Some of it... stuff I would consider good attributes, I possess... but the rest is bad.
So many things.
But at least now... having "figured"? them out, I can take some very conscious steps to bettering myself. In just about all areas of my life.
Scholastic, issues dealing with work, social situations, my fears of others, fears of relationships. It's staggering how much I've thought about all of it.
Which is kinda funny, because after brooding over things such as this, I would normally spiral into some kind of depression for some ridiculous self absorbed time.
But now, well... quite frankly...
I feel pretty fucking amazing.
so much about myself in the couple of months I've been here. Some of it... stuff I would consider good attributes, I possess... but the rest is bad.
So many things.
But at least now... having "figured"? them out, I can take some very conscious steps to bettering myself. In just about all areas of my life.
Scholastic, issues dealing with work, social situations, my fears of others, fears of relationships. It's staggering how much I've thought about all of it.
Which is kinda funny, because after brooding over things such as this, I would normally spiral into some kind of depression for some ridiculous self absorbed time.
But now, well... quite frankly...
I feel pretty fucking amazing.