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[friendly_bd89]

I kinda wish I was partying right about now
like, loud music and popping chamagne and the whole deal
and like, everyone looks really great and happy to be there
and everyone is smiling...............
(it's a great picture I have in my mind)
and then i grab a glass and ring it
and then everyone goes silent and I thank everyone for just being great people
for having touched me and changed me and shaped me into who I am and will be.
and then everyone smiles and says something appreciative and they go back to their celebration of life.
and then I walk out into the cold night air
and then I kiss a beatiful girl on a balcony overlooking a beautiful countryside
a sweeping landscape lit by fireworks of the most fantastic colors ever
and I can't breathe, cuz she's making me go weak and I can't find the air to keep going.
and sometimes I wonder, could dreams ever become the real thing?
Because right nwo I feel like I'm overlooking a little town lit by fantastic colors and....
that I'm on the breaking point of happiness
but then the feeling fades
and I realize I'm only pontificating on idle fantasy.
but it's still nice to let go of the mundane every now and then.