ok so its fuckin cold
i hate the cold.. i hate the rain.. i hate the snow(in manhattan at least).. now that winters here and chilling outdoors is virtually impossible..ive decided my life is destin to become very boring.. i smoke outsice.. i chill outside .. i walk outside.. wen im not at school.. or at home.... im outside.. publick parks have been my sanctuary .. in the winter its another story... because i am one of those week lung-did pple.. the winter makes me feal really shitty.. and the cold fuckes me down the windpipe n rapes my lungs... Sssooooooooooo.. whats a girl to do at lunch..? roam the halls till she finds temproary entertainment... while deciding weather to eat the school piosen or starve... i think im gunna start a poker game.. like sum serious shit.. and weel bet like money or sumthin funny...like sporks.. well i dunno.. we culd play strip poker to make it funner.. but not risk gettin in trouble..cuz havin so much fukin clothes on to prevent the cold will take us a wile to actually strip.. but i think my poker fanticy..atlass will stay one.. i dunno howta play poker :(