Apr 11, 2011 01:02
I've hit upon a bit of a strange hypocrasy that I am guilt of.
Last night I went out on a date, it went well... really well. But despite this when I see an update on Sam's facebook status where she mentions that she kissed a guy I feel jealousy and a small amount of rage.
I shouldn't feel this at all, I mean as I said my date went much better than expected (I'll just say it, we got physical). I'm feeling confident and I want Sam to be able to move on and be happy, but at the same time, I don't. I want her to remain mine.
I'm annoyed by this because I hate hypocrasy.
Thats really all there is to it, I know its all to do with ancient man and not wanting to give up what he feels is his.