Jan 19, 2006 19:17
today has been one big rollarcoaster on the stress scale...basically the peak was when i talked to my mom about philmont. Basically she told me I would be on my own next semester if I didn't get a job this summer...fair enough if you ask me. But I also have been thinking about it recently and I don't know if I can get a summer job and be able to take two weeks off. So at this point I had to email Mrs. Lynn and ask her what the latest I could pull out of the trip was without causing major problems for the crew. At that point I wasn't sure if that meant I had to make a decision tonight or what. I talked to her on the phone and she basically told me not to pull out until I get a job and i'm sure I can't get the time off and that I had till the last minute to do so. Quite honestly, that was exactly the answer I wanted to hear, but didn't think that I was going to.
On a more positive note I get to go visit crystal at state this weekend...although i'm not going to be there very long at all..saturday afternoon till sunday morning.