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I was looking at grad school stuff today, and I'm majorly freaked.
Turns out the M.F.A. program here is three years, not two. Granted, I really like college, but Jesus, three years seems really long to me. I'm going to be twenty five when I graduate. And then I learn that they only take 6 fiction and 6 poetry applicants a year, so yeah...
I'm not feeling good about this. I think that my writing is pretty good, but not top six good. Plus I'm nothing special in any other grad school consideraton way. I hate people, so I would make a horrible A.I, I'm a B student and don't care, so it's not like my academics are a selling point, and I mean, come on, there's millions of people in the world that are more talented than me. I don't know what to do. I really want to go to grad school here, but I'm freaked that it's going to take so long, and even so, I don't know how I'll get in.
Turns out the M.F.A. program here is three years, not two. Granted, I really like college, but Jesus, three years seems really long to me. I'm going to be twenty five when I graduate. And then I learn that they only take 6 fiction and 6 poetry applicants a year, so yeah...
I'm not feeling good about this. I think that my writing is pretty good, but not top six good. Plus I'm nothing special in any other grad school consideraton way. I hate people, so I would make a horrible A.I, I'm a B student and don't care, so it's not like my academics are a selling point, and I mean, come on, there's millions of people in the world that are more talented than me. I don't know what to do. I really want to go to grad school here, but I'm freaked that it's going to take so long, and even so, I don't know how I'll get in.