Mar 24, 2007 01:12
So then, after I did my singing and acting, they didn't even want to see my dancing.
WMU rejected me on the spot.
It's funny. All I did on the car ride back was sleep and think what I could have done differently.
I'm half and half. One side is telling myself to be patient, that everything will fall into place eventually. The other side tells myself that I should just give up and live a miserable life doing something that I don't love.
What have all of these years of high school theatre been for? I feel like I've wasted four years of my life and could have been more invested in my academics. It just all seems useless; band class, choir class, theatre. It's like I threw so much time and effort away.
I mean, you can tell me how this is the most competitive field, but to not be part of the main competition is a huge downfall.
I wish I had known that I suck earlier.