Numb

Dec 13, 2009 16:05


Title: Numb
Pairing: TaNakamaru
Rating: NC-17 [ SMUT ]
Genre: Angst
Chapter: Oneshot
Summary: Numbness was the only escape you have against him, so you forced yourself not to feel.
Warning: Mentions of rape..
Note: This drabble was made a few days ago and, accidentally and amazingly, connected with aoi_tenshi05 's story, Obsession ... this is also posted due to her influence... this isn't a birthday gift for ikerasu_0305, though because i want her birthday gift to be a happy one... unfortunately i might post it later... gomen~ >.<
Disclaimer: Do i really have to start with this again? haha, i still own nothing and i'm still sad because of that... >.<


- - >.< - -

In. Out. In. Out.

Filled. Empty. Filled. Empty.

The rhythm continues on and on, the hatred, loath, misery within you increasing by every thrust he made. Your hands gripped the sheets tightly, staying on your side like two straight sticks. You lay still, the only movement you’re making caused by the force of his action. You’re choking, unable to breathe properly with your face buried on the pillow. But you’d rather choke that lift your head and let him see your tear-stained face.

“You’re mine,” he groaned.

You gritted your teeth as he rammed into you, deeper. You’ve never felt so much pain in your life. Never felt this humiliated with your butt forcibly sticking out in the air. His fingernails dig on your hips, always leaving painful marks on your otherwise smooth skin. But the damage was more than that, and the hot red liquid trickling down the inside of your thigh from your cheeks was enough to remind the brutality of your situation.

You wanted to scream, shout, whimper, cry out loud. You want to beg him to stop. But you will not. No. Not anymore. You will never show any emotion. It will be his satisfaction and you vowed to yourself never to give him any contentment of seeing you weak. You blinked, forcing your mind to wander if only to lessen the pain.

You’re not here. You’re somewhere else. This is not you suffering but somebody else. Because right now---

“You want more, bitch?!” his hot breath itched against your ear, irritating you. He bit your shoulder hard, drawing blood. He lick it, smirking against your skin. You shivered in disgust but you forced yourself not to mind.

You didn’t respond against his advances, choosing to go back to thinking. Thinking what? Food? Ice cream maybe? What about cake? Or cookies? You chuckled. How inappropriate to think of such in a situation like this. This made him stop.

“Why are you giggling, you slut?!” he growled, grasping your hair as he yanked forcefully. You flinched, feeling the pain on your scalp. “What the fuck are you laughing at?!”

He twisted you neck, crushing his lips into yours. You kept your mouth shut, rejecting his kiss. Not liking this, he bit into your lower lip. Still you pursed you lips stubbornly. Angered, he pushed your head back to the pillow, smothering you. But he let you go when you didn’t even struggle. You mourned the wasted chance to die.

He reached to touch your forgotten length, as if to punish you. His calloused hand was warm against you. He pulled, hurting you.

“You like that?” he asked mockingly. Your stomach churned. You wanted to tell him no but you know it would only put you in a deeper trouble.

He repeated the motion, this time touching the tip of your erection. You felt the vile rising to your throat. You swallowed it, tasting the sourness, disgusted by your own action. But you are even more disgusting than swallowing your puke. At least you believe so, with his filthy hands continuing its action.

You felt his manhood throbbing inside of you as his action became more urgent. Finally, you thought, a tiny bubble of morbid anticipation rising inside of you with the thought of finishing this ordeal. You started counting, knowing full well he is only a few thrusts away from orgasm.

He was becoming more desperate now.

Ramming into you ruthlessly.

Scraping your insides with his monstrosity.

This monster.

A monster in human form.

This monster violating you every chance he has.

This monster killing you slowly.

This monster you hate so much.

This monster that came inside of you.

And you yourself came.

Yet still you remained motionless, ignoring him as he extracted his self from you.

“Remember, slut. Nobody owns you but me!” He whispers to you ear before leaving you completely.

- - >.< - -

angst, kokimaru, smut

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