alright, an update.

[freydis]

So, restaurant is now closed. Saturday night, the last night, Wade, the Chef de Cuisine, also known as kitchen manager to the non foodies, took the kitchen staff to a hole in the wall bar, and got us shitfaced. That was nice. Even Asshat was being 'nice'. He told me he didn't hate me, he just didn't like the way I worked, to which I still don't understand, but hey, whatever. I started my shift 4 hours before he did, so he didn't see the bulk of my crazy 'get shit done' work, but like I said, whatever. We hugged and made up. And now he's going to LA and I'll never see him again. I, too, had a chance to go to LA, but honestly, the money they were giving to help with the move ($300) was a joke, and I really don't need to be working in the same kitchen as Asshat. Also, I can't see myself in LA. I'm not an LA kind of girl. I see myself in NY, actually. Anyway, I'm still jobless. I'm starting to get a bit scared of my prospects, and really wish I didn't have a lease on my apartment, so I could just go elsewhere. But thats just my inner nomad freaking out. The runes are showing me some extremely positive readings, and I still have a general sense of well being and 'everythings gonna be okay' feeling. Still, positive thoughts headed my way won't hurt at all.

What I really really really want to do start up my business well and good right now. With me 'freelancing' right now, it would be the perfect time. There is a restaurant locally that rents out the kitchen to caterers, and I could rent that out (though I need to research everything about that). I figure I just need $1000 to get started. I should start taking up a collection. This is what I really really really want.

Also, me and soilel have cemented our plans to go to London in October. Which gives me even more impetus to find a job. :) we're going Oct.30-Nov.6.

Alright, the job search continues...