SO I am sick again

Oct 24, 2005 21:58

So lucky me I am sick again. I had a very busy and interesting weekend, I think part of it maybe I have done to much and expected too much out of people. I guess I should hold Micheal to a different standard than I would a heathen child, or adult for that matter. He asked me to help so I gave him advise, and I think quite a bit of it went ion one ear and out the other, or he just was not thinking. Not sure which. I am sorry for yelling and being so upset with him, but I felt kinda used and very betrade, but he is an adult who will make his own decisions. Well that is enough of that, I did apologize, for what it was worth, wether he has forgiven me or not I do not know for sure. But he did give me a hug, so I am not sure. Oh well, what ever, I am not sure it matters, I am a barrel of confusion. I am a ball of unsure. I love Micheal and Robert but I am afraid that they love each other so much, that the honeymoon will be over and they will have little to nothing in common. I now am sick, pretty darn sick. I feel horrible, my through hurts, and my sinuses are draining. I am tired, and I have a headache now.

That's enought for now, I am venting pissy as it is.
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