Oct 21, 2004 19:00
I miss Liz more than anything in the entire world. I can't stop crying. I didnt get to say goodbye.. and its over. i cant believe it. I always just think shes gonna yell something in Spanish but shes not there anymore. omg im crying again. I cant take this. My mom wants me to go to Central to get away from all this shit.. but i cant do that. I just wish that Liz would come home. She left me a message and i got it today.. and shes just like i love you katie.. goodbye.. and i couldnt hold it in. It sucks. i was crying today and i was wearing her sweatshirt.. i know that everyone is hurting. I ditched school yesterday so i got a 4 hour saturday school this weekend.. joy. Mr. Konrad was cool about it.. but i told him that my friend moved and i started crying and hes like "Lizzie?" Im like ya.. and he said that our whole freshman class was having a hard time with it. That just shows you liz how much we all love you. Kevin is takin it hard.. he was trying to be strong when i was crying but it was hard. God DAmn nuthin is getting easier.. just harder.
Your gone, nothing left but your name
I wont see you for a long while
I miss you more than anything
I love you so much, until next time i see you smile...