Oct 17, 2004 00:07
We were s'posed to be friends forever
No matter what happened..
Being more than friends wasnt s'posed to change us
You promisd.. we would be there for eachother in the end
Guys are the same.. there are no exceptions
I really wish i could say thir are..
And i wish that i could say you were the exception
But no, dont worry you still get an award, for breaking my heart
The worst is over now
I hope from now on its total bliss
i dont think i can take anymore tears you make fall from my eyes
because next time its gonna blood from my wrists :-[
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I want it all back
Spraying to much perfume in the girls bathroom
having food fights with the people across from us
The monday gloom
I want it all back
Laughing at lunch
Being with Adam again
Giving STeve and Ryan a punch
I want it all back
Our rock wall
Ian and me
Everytime that i took a fall
I want it all back
Evertime I kissed him
Everytime he told me he loved me
And everytime teacher gave me an ugly grin
But most of all
I want the days were i knew who i loved
I want the days were i was so safe, i knew who i was
I would do anything to live one more day at Washington
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*MY heart is telling me that you could be my meant to be.. i know it more each time we touch, cuz.. something happens when you look at me i forget to speak, somethin happens when you kiss my mouth my knees get so weak, could it be true this is wat god has meant for me.. that something like you could happen to me. something magical, something spirtual, something stronger thant he two of us alone.. something physical. something undeniable.. nothin like antyhing that ive ever known..** N'Sync (dont make fun im crying)
~*~Cuz its all in my head, i think about it over and over again i cant keep picturin you with him, it hurts so bad.. cuz i think about it over and over again, i replay it over and over again, i cant take it, i cant shake it. i remeber the day you left, i remeber the last breath you took right in front of me. now that i realize that im goin down, from allt his pain you put me through, everytime i close my eyes i lock it down.. i cant go on without lovin you~*~ Nelly ft. Tim McGraw
Wow am i depressed. Mikaela only understands.. God help me..