Oct 12, 2004 21:11
ok.. the worst depressed mood today. im a bit better now.. but i just wanted to cry the entire day. blahh.. i dunno wat as wrong with me.. but it sucked.. and it still does. i lost my fitness plan so i have to do another because stupid me didnt save it.. ya im a fuckin retard. ill write later when im in a better mood.. interesting thing that happened today.. josh asked me to have sex with him.. (pulls out condom, gets on one kneeee) o lord that made me smile for about a second...