Goodbyes and Hellos
I will be submitting my resignation letter later. After weeks of mind-numbing frustration and knock-me-off-the-self-esteem bus moments, I have finally decided to do something about it. Its been a fun (and bumpy) ride, but i guess i've reached my destination. It's time to say goodbye.
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30 days from now, i'll be saying hello to the world as a bum. Well, probably just a part-time bum since i will be focusing on my teaching. But yeah. im kinda excited about it. More time for myself. More time for my friends. More time for me.
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I've bid goodbye to the temptation of flirting with other guys. and can i just say, Oh my Gods its so freaking hard. see, im still dating him (and the mere fact that i havent come up with a codename for him yet says how much i really like him), and i think im onto something good here. yes, i miss the random hook-ups, the exciting trysts, but he's beautiful. everything about him, i really like. i just have to tighten the chastity belt, put three extra locks, and throw the keys outside the window.
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Hello to this morning, waking up next to you. hello to holding you while we sleep, taking turns listening to each other snore. hello to holding hands while watching a movie. hello to you watching dvds in my apartment, and hello to listening you laugh at what we're watching. hello, i think im in love.
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im still caught in between the goodbyes and hellos. The adjustments are throwing me a bit off, and the anxiety is starting to creep in. But i've always been one for beginnings and adventure, Changes.
We'll see where this leads me.
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30 days from now, i'll be saying hello to the world as a bum. Well, probably just a part-time bum since i will be focusing on my teaching. But yeah. im kinda excited about it. More time for myself. More time for my friends. More time for me.
...
I've bid goodbye to the temptation of flirting with other guys. and can i just say, Oh my Gods its so freaking hard. see, im still dating him (and the mere fact that i havent come up with a codename for him yet says how much i really like him), and i think im onto something good here. yes, i miss the random hook-ups, the exciting trysts, but he's beautiful. everything about him, i really like. i just have to tighten the chastity belt, put three extra locks, and throw the keys outside the window.
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Hello to this morning, waking up next to you. hello to holding you while we sleep, taking turns listening to each other snore. hello to holding hands while watching a movie. hello to you watching dvds in my apartment, and hello to listening you laugh at what we're watching. hello, i think im in love.
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im still caught in between the goodbyes and hellos. The adjustments are throwing me a bit off, and the anxiety is starting to creep in. But i've always been one for beginnings and adventure, Changes.
We'll see where this leads me.