am on the verge of something....
The shop has been operating for a week today ever since we opened last week (September 8).
For some reason I feel like I cannot do anything right. I feel like the dumbest thing that ever walked on the surface of the planet especially when the customer would ask me something and I cannot answer it immediately. I have nobody else to blame but myself of course, I am not really that well-versed when it comes to computer-related stuff. That is why I refer to myself as cyber-bobo.
So far, I've been yelled at for countless times by my parents. For some reason I easily flare up especially when one of my "employees" here, Ate Nancy does something unintelligible on the chart that we use to monitor the customers' time, and that usually happens during rush hour. I've miscalculated the bill of a customer for two times already. And just a few minutes earlier, I gave the wrong amount of change to two customers. As one of them said "Nalito nanaman si Ate..."
As if that wasn't enough. My mom keeps on bitching out on me whenever I open the glass door. Then my dad also yells at me to make things better.
So far this has been a week of stress, heavy cigarette smoking, insufficient amount of sleep (last night Dasku, Jiro and I spent the night here), bitching out on people at unexpected times (most especially to Jiro, argh). To those who have dropped by on the shop, don't think that the jiro fangirl squadron affects me, he he he. why should i be stressed about them anyways? as long as they pay for the shop's services and abide by the shop's rules, I don't give a flying fuck about them.
It's just that it sucks when you haven't had any sufficient amount of sleep and then your parents think that you are not going to do well with this new responsibility that they handed down on my lap. I just don't like it that they expect me to easily adapt to this, when I am very new at this business.
I am not going to be a coward and say that I am going to give up on this thing after just one week.
Set this in stone bitches, I will not.
Just give me a pack of YSL Menthols and a bottle of Mine Shine Milk Tea and I can cope with it.