Jul 16, 2008 03:39
[private // very easily hackable]
that crab attack, i am coming to realize, could very easily have killed me. that will not stand. i cannot die here. i cannot be killed. i will not allow it. even being injured was drawing close. the crabs are brutish. the creature, equally so. the people here are not even dignified enough.
the only person i will allow to kill me is spiritia. and i know i am the only one she will allow to kill her. of course, i pray it never comes to that, but with situations at home escalating, it was unspoken. she is my dearest friend whom i will likely never see again. while there are people here i consider my friends, if i could return home even for a moment, i would, if it meant that i could see tia again and assure her that yes, i am still alive.
she must miss me terribly. i pray the count has not done something horrible to her, and that the lady has not done worse. and at the same time i pray she has not harmed the count and the lady, but both of those cannot be granted at once.
perhaps tia is the heart of my world, if what the doctor boy said has any merit.
this is no way for a princess to behave.
shelter from the rain,
rks the second under blah blah blah