Haven't been here in awhile
Trying to heal, trying to stay positive....mom died in March, destruction of the esophagus from chemotherapy is a very ugly way to die...I wish I had loved her more and been a daughter that made her happy...Somehow my husband and I have lost our way too, how do you deal with the proverbial elephant in the room when it's your youngest child?? He DID NOT want kids, I did, but was resigned to getting my tubes tied and doc tells me "looks like your uterus is slightly enlarged!" HELLS BELLS< that was the last thing I wanted to hear, but to be 100% truthful, I had been ignoring Jason's presence up until that moment, you see, I can tell when I'm pregnant by the fact that the spirit follows me around all the time. I can't see him/her or my guides but I know they're there....sigh, I'm at work so my deepest hurts will wait for later, let your light shine!! I'll try to do the same...