O'tay
So today, what went on today..
I woke up this morning feeling like shit. I just really didn't feel well, so i just stayed in bed and ended up getting up around 11. I pissed myself off because i planned to go to school, am trying to not surcome to senioritis. Oh well, what ever shall i do! But it was nice because i got to stay home with my mom and yeah, it was her b-day. I didn't ever get anything for her because i didn't know what to get her. But she was walking on the tredmill when i got up and i walked in and said to her "never did anyone that was 50 years old look so good" which is true, she looks very good for her age. I love my mommy!
Anywho, so I went to work and such. It was fun, i finally learned chashier! WAHOO! So now i can ring up your shit when ya come in. Lets see...yeah, thats about all that was done at work, nothing else really.
So after work i went out with mah woodbridge friends. Its been a long time since i have had fun like that. We went up into DC and went to this place called Hamberger Mary's...i think. LOL i don't know, it was a gay restaraunt. I was freaking out before we went in. But of course JR has balls and was like pretty much tired of standing in the cold while cliff and i stood outside being panises and just went inside, pretty much requiring us to follow. LOL thank god for him because i don't think i would ever of entered. But yeah, once we got in and got situated it was nice. LOL not to sound conceted or anything, but i want to say that we were the like the 3 best looking people there...eh what can i say, we were! But yeah, we had dinner, and it was supprisingly good. It was eventful though too...haha figuring out that the host was not a girl, but infact a man with a buldge...oh man, i will never get used to that, i can tell you that. But yeah, as we were getting up to leave this guy came over asking us where we were going. Yeah, see i'm not retarded, and neither is JR. But yeah, he put his had up jr's back which okay, friends do that, not someone that you don't know. Ah! It freaked him out and he froze, i did too. I could tell he was uncomfortable and i wanted to jump in and say something but i didn't know what to say...ah shit! Oh well, we made it out of there alive! and with creepy guy not with us. Shit we may be young, but we are not naieve! :-p Oh well though, the prices you pay for lookn damn fine ;-D Anywho, despite the creepy guy, it was fun and an experience. You know what, the thing i really like about those guys is that they just seem so normal...and i've been surrounded by the fake and unreal so much that its a nice change. I really like those guys, they be good ppl...haha good people. But yeah, it was fun, just nice and relaxing. AH i know what it is; we comfortable around each other, we act like we've been friends for a while, and you know even though they have known each other for a long time, i don't feel like a 3rd wheel, which i do with a lot of my friends, its nice :-D
Anywho, i hope to do that again, except w/ out creepy guy...lol! But yeah, i also hope to sleep again, so i am goin night night!
***EDIT***
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it´s worth, it was worth all the while
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life.
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life.
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
- Green Day Time of your Life
So yeah, this song was playing when i finished this and i felt that i needed to add to this journal. I don't know, is this a turning point in my life. Am i finally turning away from my horrible past and moving on to better times. Like finally I am not self hating, i finally accept that i have big ears, but FUCK it makes me who i am! And hell, i've been told they are cute. I used to hate everything about me, and now i love it, i love who I AM... because you know what, I am fucking unique. But what this song also reminds me of is that FUCK in a few months highschool will be over. that line "i hope you had the time of your life" and hell, even though my first few years weren't great, they still created memories, ones that I will charish for the rest of my life. Because you know what, in my time at hayfield high, i have developed into a pretty damn good person. I am the friend that everyone wants, that everyone depends on. I'm the guy that the girls come to talk to...i am what i want to be. And hell, even though highschool hasn't been great, i've still had the time of my life, and i know that on my way out, as I am walking accross that stage, i will look accross the stage and the audience and my peers and know that they have helped me grow into the person that I am today, that they have helped create some of the best memories and moments of my life. Ummmm yeah, end edit! LOL i don't know, it just inspired me. But yeah, it makes me know that what comes ahead will bring challenges, but i have my friends, and have one hell of a rough past that will always be there, but will never constrict me :-D And yeah...i'm different from when i entered hs...i now own who i am, and fuuuuck i went to eat at a gay restaraunt tonight, with 2 great guys...umm yeah, I AM FINALLY FREE...free from where i was, constricted, introverted, and shy...yay, okay, night night!
I woke up this morning feeling like shit. I just really didn't feel well, so i just stayed in bed and ended up getting up around 11. I pissed myself off because i planned to go to school, am trying to not surcome to senioritis. Oh well, what ever shall i do! But it was nice because i got to stay home with my mom and yeah, it was her b-day. I didn't ever get anything for her because i didn't know what to get her. But she was walking on the tredmill when i got up and i walked in and said to her "never did anyone that was 50 years old look so good" which is true, she looks very good for her age. I love my mommy!
Anywho, so I went to work and such. It was fun, i finally learned chashier! WAHOO! So now i can ring up your shit when ya come in. Lets see...yeah, thats about all that was done at work, nothing else really.
So after work i went out with mah woodbridge friends. Its been a long time since i have had fun like that. We went up into DC and went to this place called Hamberger Mary's...i think. LOL i don't know, it was a gay restaraunt. I was freaking out before we went in. But of course JR has balls and was like pretty much tired of standing in the cold while cliff and i stood outside being panises and just went inside, pretty much requiring us to follow. LOL thank god for him because i don't think i would ever of entered. But yeah, once we got in and got situated it was nice. LOL not to sound conceted or anything, but i want to say that we were the like the 3 best looking people there...eh what can i say, we were! But yeah, we had dinner, and it was supprisingly good. It was eventful though too...haha figuring out that the host was not a girl, but infact a man with a buldge...oh man, i will never get used to that, i can tell you that. But yeah, as we were getting up to leave this guy came over asking us where we were going. Yeah, see i'm not retarded, and neither is JR. But yeah, he put his had up jr's back which okay, friends do that, not someone that you don't know. Ah! It freaked him out and he froze, i did too. I could tell he was uncomfortable and i wanted to jump in and say something but i didn't know what to say...ah shit! Oh well, we made it out of there alive! and with creepy guy not with us. Shit we may be young, but we are not naieve! :-p Oh well though, the prices you pay for lookn damn fine ;-D Anywho, despite the creepy guy, it was fun and an experience. You know what, the thing i really like about those guys is that they just seem so normal...and i've been surrounded by the fake and unreal so much that its a nice change. I really like those guys, they be good ppl...haha good people. But yeah, it was fun, just nice and relaxing. AH i know what it is; we comfortable around each other, we act like we've been friends for a while, and you know even though they have known each other for a long time, i don't feel like a 3rd wheel, which i do with a lot of my friends, its nice :-D
Anywho, i hope to do that again, except w/ out creepy guy...lol! But yeah, i also hope to sleep again, so i am goin night night!
***EDIT***
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it´s worth, it was worth all the while
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life.
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life.
It´s something unpredictable, but in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
- Green Day Time of your Life
So yeah, this song was playing when i finished this and i felt that i needed to add to this journal. I don't know, is this a turning point in my life. Am i finally turning away from my horrible past and moving on to better times. Like finally I am not self hating, i finally accept that i have big ears, but FUCK it makes me who i am! And hell, i've been told they are cute. I used to hate everything about me, and now i love it, i love who I AM... because you know what, I am fucking unique. But what this song also reminds me of is that FUCK in a few months highschool will be over. that line "i hope you had the time of your life" and hell, even though my first few years weren't great, they still created memories, ones that I will charish for the rest of my life. Because you know what, in my time at hayfield high, i have developed into a pretty damn good person. I am the friend that everyone wants, that everyone depends on. I'm the guy that the girls come to talk to...i am what i want to be. And hell, even though highschool hasn't been great, i've still had the time of my life, and i know that on my way out, as I am walking accross that stage, i will look accross the stage and the audience and my peers and know that they have helped me grow into the person that I am today, that they have helped create some of the best memories and moments of my life. Ummmm yeah, end edit! LOL i don't know, it just inspired me. But yeah, it makes me know that what comes ahead will bring challenges, but i have my friends, and have one hell of a rough past that will always be there, but will never constrict me :-D And yeah...i'm different from when i entered hs...i now own who i am, and fuuuuck i went to eat at a gay restaraunt tonight, with 2 great guys...umm yeah, I AM FINALLY FREE...free from where i was, constricted, introverted, and shy...yay, okay, night night!