i hate it when my ear thumps.
Effin' heartbeat reloacting itself.
Just held my chickens. They're sooooo cute.
Paul is angry because ex's apparently shouldnt talk. But paul, you left us with so much good material, so i see no harm. Plus, she really is a nice girl. you know, you would like her if you got to know her.
Its screwed up I guess, but whatev, what have you done for me lately?
(oooh ooooh ohhh yeah...)
Im sipping chai and listening to elton john and laughing at my grandpa. No, hes not visiting or anything, but if your grandfather did things like
this:
(he likes to fancy that he IMPROVES the quality of old photos such as this one of my great uncles Al and Francis when they were at chico state back in the 30's im guessing....by going crazy in photoshop... we LOVE his christmas cards... they usually end up with his severed head on a santas body causing a disfugured scene....) you would laugh too.
My mom is trying to talk me out of a muscle car. She wants em to buy a newer one, but i want a car that makes me happy. i will be willing to spend more on gas because of the shitty gas mileage, but she sees no sense in selling our only really good daily driver. She says i can work on the elkie anytime i wanna get my hands greasy, but she doesnt understand, i wanna have that great feeling of ownership, i want to polish a car that is mine, i mean i LOVE the '59 el camino as much as everyone else in the family, but i want my own car. She said i should get a newer camaro, but i am just turned off by the thought of a newer car, I thought my first car would be the morris, and dammit, my second car will be one of MY choosing.
She said "well, i got my first new car when i was 20" Well, mom... when you were 20, they were making the exact same cars that I am looking into right now.
oh well.
ROCKET MAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN...........
We had DiCicco's tonight. FUCK YEAH. I made sweet love to that eggplant parmigiano... in front of my whole family! Grandma was somewhat disgusted at first, but she quickly realized that she had introduced us, so she let us consummate the supper.
And i MAY be going to hawaii for spring break. depending on how well ashley and i can get people to join our post high group at church. we have 20 people who are of age on a list, but so far, only 3 of us are at every event. We think promises of a mission trip to hawaii will bring a few out of the woodwork. We'd be helping to build a church camp! WOOT.
B-b-b-benny and the jetssssss
im all cut up like i wanna kill myself, but i swear it was my dog. she wanted to kill myself.
Oh well.
back to homework
goodbye, yellow brick road....