...You will be missed Brian. I know you're in a better place.

[fresitaloca]

It's funny how you can never get used to the fact that someone is gone. - How no matter how hard you try to prepare yourself for something like this; losing all that preparation is almost inevitable. I saw him tonight for the last time. It didnt even look like him. Thin. Make-up. Suit, tie, baseball cap turned around backwards. I couldnt bring myself to look at that person lying there for more than a few seconds tonight. Instead, I locked my eyes on the screen above him. Watching his smile. His laugh. Seeing photographs and video of all his adventures during his mere 22 years in this world. He lived life to his advantage. Taking risks and making a life of memories that will last longer than any of our own. Traveling the world. Skydiving. Loving. And just being Brian.

I get to say one last GoodBye tomorrow.

R.I.P Brian... you're our guardian angel now.