Holidays....
I want to be excited about the holidays, but I'm not....They're not fun anymore. I don't get to see all ofmy family. It sucks. Zach will never know what it's like to be around all the family.....unless we move back to new york, but it won't happen. =/
I miss getting all giddy about christmas and making a list. Now I don't even care what I get. I don't even want anything. I don't even really want to see family or even decorate. :-(
Tim's mom wants me to make a list of things I want to make for thanksgiving. Still haven't done it. Probably will do it tomorrow and call her. Not sure if she is buying everything or what. I may need some more pots and pans depending on how much stuff I make. I don't think it will be much. Just Turkey, Gravy, Stuffing, Tim's Pie, My apple thingy, some pumpkin pie, greenbean cassarole, tators, maybe carrots....then french fries and chicken nuggets for zach. Any thing I am forgetting? There isn't going to be many people. Me, Gregg, Bill, Ed, Zach, Tim and Patty. Tim and Patty both work so they will be leaving early. I think that is enough food.
Not sure when I'll get the christmas tree out. I don't even want to think about shopping. I think I am only going to buy things for Tim and Zach. I don't know if I can afford anything for my parents. I may borrow money again.....=/
Well, I need to clean the bedroom and get showered. Night all
I miss getting all giddy about christmas and making a list. Now I don't even care what I get. I don't even want anything. I don't even really want to see family or even decorate. :-(
Tim's mom wants me to make a list of things I want to make for thanksgiving. Still haven't done it. Probably will do it tomorrow and call her. Not sure if she is buying everything or what. I may need some more pots and pans depending on how much stuff I make. I don't think it will be much. Just Turkey, Gravy, Stuffing, Tim's Pie, My apple thingy, some pumpkin pie, greenbean cassarole, tators, maybe carrots....then french fries and chicken nuggets for zach. Any thing I am forgetting? There isn't going to be many people. Me, Gregg, Bill, Ed, Zach, Tim and Patty. Tim and Patty both work so they will be leaving early. I think that is enough food.
Not sure when I'll get the christmas tree out. I don't even want to think about shopping. I think I am only going to buy things for Tim and Zach. I don't know if I can afford anything for my parents. I may borrow money again.....=/
Well, I need to clean the bedroom and get showered. Night all