Apr 18, 2006 15:24
So, what was it? Alicia's friends night at the mall on Saturday? I was bummed about not being able to see Bench Warmers. They wouldn't take a pre-paid pass within the first 2 weeks for whatever dumb reason. I didn't feel like paying for a movie that we could see for free in another week, so we just ended up walking around the mall. I saw Matt x2 [my saxophone friend and Matt V.], Nichole, Jon [Mr. Giggles! ;P], Heather .. x2, again, Kimmy, Rachelle, Kurt .. er. I don't even really remember who all. So, it turned out to be not so bad that we missed the movie. I didn't even realize that half of those people were still around here. w0wz3rz!
I'm trying to make it a habit to walk with Seth around the 1.2 mile loop around our house at least once a day. I am so out of shape, it's ridiculous, and there's a lot I want to do this summer, so I need to get ready for it.
Chris wants to head up to Niagra Falls mid-summer, because his friend Sarah's supposed to be up there. I'm not opposed to Niagra Falls at all, but I'm not thrilled about taking the trip just to hang out with Sarah. I don't know. I don't dislike her. She's a really nice girl, but she's really fake and hypocritical, and I'm afraid that she'll just annoy the crap out of me again. I'm tired of taking trips just to hang out with people that don't want anything to do with me. It gets old after awhile. I don't know. I think that I secretly question her intentions. She's dated Chris in the past, and still likes to refer to him as "babe, hun, sweetie, cutie", etc. And, she likes to inform him about every little sexual encounter that she has. I don't know. Maybe I'm looking to far into it, but I'm just wary around her. I should just stuff down the jealous side of me and deal with it, but I'm not going to let my guard down, because I honestly don't fully trust the girl. I've had trust issues with Chris in the past, so every time something comes up, regardless of how petty, it puts me on edge. I'm not questioning his feelings for her, because he'd like to head up there, anyway, and this just seals the deal. However, I do, from time to time, question her feelings towards him, so I don't want to take a 6 hour trip just to hang out with some girl that wants to flirt with my husband.
Hm. Oh well. How is it only 3:30? Today has gone by sooo slowly! Chris doesn't get home until 9 tonight, anyway. Only 5 1/2 more hours ... ugh. I need to find something to do. In fact, I'm going to go work on that.
♥xo