Yep another lame post for you lames cats to read
Yeah so finally after all the time stressin over bullshit and going insane i feel calm...Maybe cause i caught myself yelling at my father and shuttin down everything he was sayin and provin it was wrong as we argued earlier...Maybe Its cause i finally got a ride again and just went and drove around for about an hour just listenin to the radio....Maybe I just dont give a fuck about any of the bullshit and have grown tired of my dreams and hopes not coming true and said fuck it and fuck em and plan to just live moment by moment doing whatever whenever just as long as it makes me smile for atleast 5 seconds....But whatever it is I like it...Its relaxing.. I mean hell im not even complaining about work tomarrow and its a big job and im willing to bet 250 dollors i will pass out from working to hard...but oh well for once things are relaxed and calm and I like it... the end..