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Yeah i been drinkin again....Its the most wonderful thing in the world.......................booze that is ive been drunk saturday,sunday, and now im workin on monday...its good to forget some things sometimes and just smile...realy good actualy...And yeah a certain female has been makin me smile more and more...but now its like damn..people seem pissed at me for pointless things...or maybe im just not seein shit their way and prolly never will cause im hard headed and have unbalanced chemicals in my brain..so maybe im wrong..If so punch me in my jaw and let me know for real...the truth is you cats dont know what goes on in my little fucked up brain...Alot of shit i say i dont mean..Alot of questions i ask i already know the answer too...And i know whats in my heart and thats all that matters..Maybe I should just say fuck it all and put my feeling my hopes my dreams on side just to make you guys happy?? maybe maybe not but im not going to ive done it all through my life..sacrafice myself so others could be happy...no one knew...The whole kyle situation...if you guys wanna know the truth bout that one come and ask....COme and ask with anything..if you wanna know...But i doubt you guys would cause then youd feel realy sorry for me... but yeah fuck it and fuck all this bullshit..