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[freshlycutgrass]

I really like today , im confused about a whole bunch of things, but I've got to the point where im willing to let things fall into place and happen when they're ready. I'm not being lazy about such things though , just not convincing myself my life is over if they dont come off. I have a lot to look forward to and a lot to be thankful for. And so I am generally quite the grateful one today.

& the boy is arriving day after tomorrow ( dont credit him with responsibilty for my good mood, well at least not full credit!) I'm excited