C. U. N.ext T.uesday
so things have been extremely fucked up for the past few days. Josh and I have been dating for over a month now... and his close friend's wife Billy "doesn't like me" for no apparent reason at all. She keeps calling him and i'm so sick of it. I understand, when he was single he used to spend all of his time over there and they did a lot for him.. but that time is over now. We care about each other a lot and he is happy. If she were a true friend she would be happy for him, instead of shunning him for this. How can it be so wrong for us to be together? No one else has an issue with it, and we're fucking happy!? I just don't get it. I sent her an email late last night letting her know how i feel... that she's a jealous bitch and needs to get outta my Kool-Aid and worry about her own damn husband. And right away this morning at 7 am she's already calling and calling. It's insanity. She doesn't take a fucking hint. I'm gonna hit the cunt in her fat mouth. I don't know what's up with Josh or Ryan (her husband) but neither of them can put their foot down with her, like they're scared of her or something. I really don't get it. I'm at wit's end here. I don't want the bitch calling my boyfriend. I don't want him to answer her calls. Yet he acts like he owes it to her. IDK what to do. She's about to succeed in driving me away. I love Josh, but damn why am i dealing with this jealous whore?? I really wish Josh would just email her and be like "there's nothing to talk about, goodbye!"
uggghh.
anyhow. Josh n I. We are sooo good together. We have been with each other for a week and a half straight now... not spent one night apart. Until the whole Billy issue we had never said one negative thing towards each other whatsoever. I'm totally in love with this boy. He's so sweet and caring, I would do just about anything for him. Last week his mom, sister Danielle, and Danielle's bf Paul were up until Sunday. We went to Roots Flea Market and went shopping on Tuesday and then headed up to Knoebles Grove and went camping. It was so much fun. We rode rides and had an incredible time. We came back the next day and were supposed to go to Hershey on Friday, but ended up not going because everyone was sick of Paul bitching. He really does bitch and whine like a female... but that's a whole other topic. The kid is pretty cool otherwise. But Josh's family loves me and definitely approve of us being together which is really great. Of course, I don't feel I need approval. But it does make me feel a lot better when i hear that important people in Josh's life DO in fact like me.
Josh just rode his bike up to the store to get some cigarettes and a drink.. he'll probably be back soon so i'm gonna get off here and attempt to have a nice day with him. I'll post more later.
Peace
oh yeh. tonight he's supposed to play soft-ball with Ryan and of course Billy will be there. I'm praying he doesn't go, like he said earlier. We'll see!
uggghh.
anyhow. Josh n I. We are sooo good together. We have been with each other for a week and a half straight now... not spent one night apart. Until the whole Billy issue we had never said one negative thing towards each other whatsoever. I'm totally in love with this boy. He's so sweet and caring, I would do just about anything for him. Last week his mom, sister Danielle, and Danielle's bf Paul were up until Sunday. We went to Roots Flea Market and went shopping on Tuesday and then headed up to Knoebles Grove and went camping. It was so much fun. We rode rides and had an incredible time. We came back the next day and were supposed to go to Hershey on Friday, but ended up not going because everyone was sick of Paul bitching. He really does bitch and whine like a female... but that's a whole other topic. The kid is pretty cool otherwise. But Josh's family loves me and definitely approve of us being together which is really great. Of course, I don't feel I need approval. But it does make me feel a lot better when i hear that important people in Josh's life DO in fact like me.
Josh just rode his bike up to the store to get some cigarettes and a drink.. he'll probably be back soon so i'm gonna get off here and attempt to have a nice day with him. I'll post more later.
Peace
oh yeh. tonight he's supposed to play soft-ball with Ryan and of course Billy will be there. I'm praying he doesn't go, like he said earlier. We'll see!