WOw do i love jess or what??
Wow, tonite kinda really sucked...all i wanted to do is cry...but it wouldn't come out...ashley came over and we talked and that was real nice...i love her so much and i want her to take care of herself because she is just a wonderful friend and i wonder if anyone has ever told her how much she has done for them...because just having hetr to talk to really is just great. So I got to thinking about the whole situation again and that made me real sad...with my parentss and all, and then everything that goes along with the whole mess...no one should ever wish themssself into ssuch a position.And then I just think too much i think...lol But what does someone do when someone who is seemingly new in their life and should care what is goin on but it doesnt seem to be ...idk...this really sucks, tonite i just felt like i had no one, i mean ashley was there i talked to her...but when i was doin my homework i was just like i could never call those friends just to spill about this feeling...idk i think i am a freak...but you know lol...and this may just be the first real typical teen depression i am goin through or maybe its P.M.S. who knowss?? no one reads this, good thing for me...cuz then they would be like you are a freak!!! but at least i can put it somewhere cuz i hate talking to my sister abotu it cuz she just gets frustarated because she doesn't let these things get to her...she is a smart one and i love her to death....i think i feel a little better idk...alright i am sooo tired...night