Way away,,,
SO yes i have come to the conclusion that i do like him ... its sad i cant belive i let my slef do it again .. nothing will happen tho i could never do that to cristina shes to great and deserves it way more than me and im ok with that now .
So how've i been .. ok keeping up i wish i could be in texa right now and away from all of this i hate my life at times and then sometimes people like jess and syd make it so much better to the point where im like how the hell do i deserve these girls as friend .. everyone should be jealous om for them they are both so great no jk ! ! amazing people ! ! love em ! they both deserve so much more than they get and god i wish i could give it to them .i love u both so mucho !
WEll im not sure yet what i will be doing tonight .. mabye stay home and not cause people trouble we'll see or mabye see the passion with sabrina im not sure or mabye try to go see jess since i miss u so damn much ! or karolinas god i dunno either way it should be ok ... much love to jess and syd !
jess thanx for caring
syd thanx for being my ally
love ya
ash
p.s jess ... they dont love you liek i love u
So how've i been .. ok keeping up i wish i could be in texa right now and away from all of this i hate my life at times and then sometimes people like jess and syd make it so much better to the point where im like how the hell do i deserve these girls as friend .. everyone should be jealous om for them they are both so great no jk ! ! amazing people ! ! love em ! they both deserve so much more than they get and god i wish i could give it to them .i love u both so mucho !
WEll im not sure yet what i will be doing tonight .. mabye stay home and not cause people trouble we'll see or mabye see the passion with sabrina im not sure or mabye try to go see jess since i miss u so damn much ! or karolinas god i dunno either way it should be ok ... much love to jess and syd !
jess thanx for caring
syd thanx for being my ally
love ya
ash
p.s jess ... they dont love you liek i love u