Nov 14, 2011 18:35
I hope my friends love me as much as I love them. I never wanna be with out them and it was never was one of my fears til recently. I see too many other groups of friends stabbing each other in the back. Guess that's why my friends are more like family. Life has been less of a drag and it's making me realize how whacked my priorities are. I need to stop acting like the world is gunna end tomorrow and do something for myself for once. Like an old rub n' tug. Even saying that makes me feel like I'm being way too self-centered when all along I feel like thats my biggest flaw. Killing it at walmart. Selling like a maniac, thrilling like a lunatic. Everyone wants a piece of my sack. Great hours and no one looks down on me like they did at target (excluding the friends i worked with duhh). Everyone cares.
Every eye carelessly tiptoes around you. Watching you
They'll wear black ties and as they applaud, I'll count claps
Like the fig tree the master cursed
The arms that gave us life
Takes so much more