First time for everything...
Yeah, stick with me... this is my first journal and not quite sure on exactly what to write. Okay... a little about myself. I live in Wichita, and have pretty much all of my life except for about 8 months in Colorado and about 4 months in Nebraska, but I was a baby and don't exactly remember everything. I have a boyfriend that I am madly in love with, and just found out a few things about. Anybody want to vent on some bad happenings from this weekend?! Well I do. I have a cabin in Wilson, KS (tiny as town in Kansas, 45miles west of Salina). Well my boyfriend of 5 months and my family drive there on Saturday morning. That evening my healthy dog of 7 years old has 2 seizures, out of the blue. He stops breathing and his heart stops. My brother does mouth to mouth with him and brings him back to life. Now, 2 days later, we have found out that he is blind in one eye (unsure about the other), and he might never get back to his true self again. Ever since Saturday I have done pretty much nothing but cry. Does anybody else have an pet that they absolutely just love to death?! Well that's my dog, Max. He's a miniature yorkshire terrier (toto off of the wizard of oz). Well, the crying has actually been in combination with my boyfriend. He can not stop thinking about what my EX friends said about him in the past and he just thought that I would "be better off without him." I mean, COME ON! I love him with all of my heart, and him just even considering that felt like someone stabbing me with a knife and turning it back and forth... ouchie!! There are a lot of things that I am wanting to talk about here, but hey, it's my first one, I've got plenty of time for more in the future!! That's it for now, I'm off to call my boyfriend to say goodnight, I called once, but he didn't answer, tear. I shall try once more before bed. CYA!