Aug 06, 2006 03:38
true devotion is having a man that'll stay for 5days in the hospital with you, get no sleep, barely eat, and sleep on a very uncomfortable chair, just to show you he loves and supports you..
true devotion is having a man that'll help you pee in a bed pan b/c you're not allowed out of bed...
someone that'll hold your hand for every needle they give you..
wipping away your tears when your too scared to sit still...
someone who gets excited everytime they see their baby, even though its not the first time...
someone who'll help you wipe down with a rag yourself up b/c you feel icky.. and thats the closest your gettin to a shower for a couple of days...
someone who'll be able to laugh with you while your on soo many meds that you look like a cracked out crazy person..
i love my husband.. hes very good to me... and i appreciate everything that he does for me..
and i wanna say thank you to nikki as well... shes been soo supportive this whole time.. and shes the very best friend that i could ask for.. as much as we've been through and our friendship has always stayed strong.. through guys, and kids, and breakups, and sex (hehehehehehehe), and drinkin... and all that good shit.. we've never lost sight of what was important.. our sistership.. shes my backbone.. and idk what id do w/o her in my life... i mean shes my babymomma for christs sake.. lol.. i mean what other friend do you know will make their babydaddy watch the baby just to go see their bestfriend in the hospital.. even now that im not really allowed she comes to see me.. she brings me prelly things to cheer me up.. shes my other sister.. in soo many ways shes my soulmate.. i lovers you..
your my sister, my bestfriend, my exgirl...lol.., my other mother sometimes, my other half.. and i dont know where id be w/o you... you know things about me that nobody knows.. and likewise with you... lol... ohh the nights we've had.. the sleepovers, the drunken nights, the wild parties, and now we can share all new adventures of motherhood together... so on this day i say thank you nikk... thank you for always being the one that i could run to when shit was rough, the shoulder i could cry on, im soo very glad that your in my life... b/c i couldnt see myself w/o you now.. i lovers you my fatgirl :-*
okay enough of that mushy shit... i gotta get home its late and im tiya and full.. lol
later days
.sAm