Feb 05, 2005 00:08
I've been so hormonal and annoying today. But Jeremy took care of me, making food and tea and giving me love and attention (and not getting pissed when I didn't want to do anything much). So that was nice.
Sometimes I feel like I'm in a fight with someone even if we haven't had a fight. I guess it's just that feeling of knowing that something is not right. Sometimes when I really need to talk to someone but they don't know it, I get so upset because they don't make time to talk to me or make sure that I'm alright. But why should they when they have no reason to believe that I'm not? Confusing sentence structure.
I feel like the people who I thought were my friends are now fairly indifferent to me, and I'm not sure where the blame lies.
This isolation is unpleasant, and not something I quite expected.