dont sweat the small stuff
my mom bought me this book like 3 years ago called that ^^^
and im beginning to see that its not even just the small stuff... dont sweat the big stuff either. just take everything one day at a time and see where it leads you. deal with things as they come to you and dont stress about tomorrow.
i know thats all hypocritical and shit cuz i worry ALL the time about whats going to happen in the future, but im TRYING not to. there isnt much i can do in a lot of situations, so im trying to just live. and live whats good for me.
this morning bryan was all stressed cuz its his first day *wipes away imaginary motherly tear* at work... and his car might be done today which means his parents MIGHT bring it down from upland. but if they dont we wont see each other unless... this or that happens which is a big probably not, but i will find a way over there if his car isnt done and he will survive his first day at work. i have faith
im so proud of him. i really am glowing today. i cant wait to hear all about it!!!!!
eeeeeeeeeek... bryan just called me. hes walking to work. love love love <333333
wow... hes like all i talk about... no complaints here. hes all i think about. this is morbid but i was thinking yesterday on the drive home that if i crashed or got hit, that id die with a smile on my face cuz id be thinking of him. and then i thought... really, if i died at any moment id die thinking of him. and i was trying to think of a way for him to know that... and then i thought i was really creepy and should stop thinking like that because im looking forward to a LONG life with bryan. hes my everything
be jealous mother fuckers
yeah
we're black metal as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck (right baby?) hahaha
***
soooooooooooo... bryan and i dont have a ride to independance anymore cuz kristen decided not to go (but im buying her ticket from her so thats $10 saved on bryans tic) and jess doesnt have the money to go, and everyone is going to PLUR 2 on sunday :(
i dont REALLY even wanna go to IDF... the ONLY reason im even going to is to see PVD... i know bryan and i wont wanna party 2 nights in a row, so sunday is out. well, i dont know about him but im kinda over it. i only wanna party at like special occasions
ick, my hand is still broken and shit...it cracks everytime i move it and it pops outta place like im double jointed or something (which im not)
lame ass work day
time is CRAWLING
back to work
xoxox
more later im suuuuuuuuuuure
hooks + xmas = LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE forever
and im beginning to see that its not even just the small stuff... dont sweat the big stuff either. just take everything one day at a time and see where it leads you. deal with things as they come to you and dont stress about tomorrow.
i know thats all hypocritical and shit cuz i worry ALL the time about whats going to happen in the future, but im TRYING not to. there isnt much i can do in a lot of situations, so im trying to just live. and live whats good for me.
this morning bryan was all stressed cuz its his first day *wipes away imaginary motherly tear* at work... and his car might be done today which means his parents MIGHT bring it down from upland. but if they dont we wont see each other unless... this or that happens which is a big probably not, but i will find a way over there if his car isnt done and he will survive his first day at work. i have faith
im so proud of him. i really am glowing today. i cant wait to hear all about it!!!!!
eeeeeeeeeek... bryan just called me. hes walking to work. love love love <333333
wow... hes like all i talk about... no complaints here. hes all i think about. this is morbid but i was thinking yesterday on the drive home that if i crashed or got hit, that id die with a smile on my face cuz id be thinking of him. and then i thought... really, if i died at any moment id die thinking of him. and i was trying to think of a way for him to know that... and then i thought i was really creepy and should stop thinking like that because im looking forward to a LONG life with bryan. hes my everything
be jealous mother fuckers
yeah
we're black metal as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck (right baby?) hahaha
***
soooooooooooo... bryan and i dont have a ride to independance anymore cuz kristen decided not to go (but im buying her ticket from her so thats $10 saved on bryans tic) and jess doesnt have the money to go, and everyone is going to PLUR 2 on sunday :(
i dont REALLY even wanna go to IDF... the ONLY reason im even going to is to see PVD... i know bryan and i wont wanna party 2 nights in a row, so sunday is out. well, i dont know about him but im kinda over it. i only wanna party at like special occasions
ick, my hand is still broken and shit...it cracks everytime i move it and it pops outta place like im double jointed or something (which im not)
lame ass work day
time is CRAWLING
back to work
xoxox
more later im suuuuuuuuuuure
hooks + xmas = LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE forever