i also have realized that i'm not as strong as i pretend to be. i've got this "fuck you" attitude towards the world, but in reality, i like to be liked. i seek approval just like the rest of you. its not that i need it. i know when to say fuck you and mean it, but its nice to be cared for every once and a while. itd be nice to know for once that i'm the pretty one. i'm the one people are asking about. instead i constantly find myself being "one of the guys" b/c i don't dress in mini skirts and uggs, and dye my hair blonde. or i dont slap on a pound of makeup with thick black eye-liner and crazy eyeshadow. no matter what group you put me with i'm never the "pretty one." thats not whats important in life, but its always nice to have that reassurance that you arent completely repulsive.
i'm not the skinniest or the prettiest or the tannest, the smartest, the most talented. i'm not the funniest, the healthiest, or the fastest and the easiest... i'm just me, and i just want to know when that will be good enough. i want to know when Mary Miskelly will be someones dream girl.
sweet Jesus. thats the exact same way i feel about myself! but i must say that if i could say "Who is mary miskelly? I am mary miskelly" i'd smile so big. geez mary. i love you so much. and you'll be just fine. in fact, you'll be better. because i know you. and you overcome everything. <3
i'm not the skinniest or the prettiest or the tannest, the smartest, the most talented. i'm not the funniest, the healthiest, or the fastest and the easiest... i'm just me, and i just want to know when that will be good enough. i want to know when Mary Miskelly will be someones dream girl.
sweet Jesus. thats the exact same way i feel about myself! but i must say that if i could say "Who is mary miskelly? I am mary miskelly" i'd smile so big.
geez mary. i love you so much.
and you'll be just fine. in fact, you'll be better. because i know you. and you overcome everything. <3
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