i love getting ditched
today was TERRIBLE! i mean, i didnt go to school cuz yesterday i had like a SERIOUS emotional break down. and... then today i was all excited about an anti-homecoming that didnt happen b/c Kat decided to flake on me prolly to hang out with ben. and i'm really bitter b/c i told her so many times how i felt ditched by her now that shes "found some one." and she doesnt even care. then i went to see islay today and i was gonna chill more but she didnt want to drive to Newport Beach with me to pick up my brother so i was like "fuck this" and i left... but then oliver came and got me. and me, him and seth went to this amazing place that was like forever away. we were being so emo it was great. i ended up having fun but... still. its sad that people that i've known less than a month are better friends to me than people that i have known for like a year-ish. fuckin... people...
oh yeah. today on the freeway i was going like 90 and the thought of me driving into a pole started rumaging through my head. i almost did it too. i just... i wanted to swirve the wheel right into that pole. thats all
oh yeah. today on the freeway i was going like 90 and the thought of me driving into a pole started rumaging through my head. i almost did it too. i just... i wanted to swirve the wheel right into that pole. thats all