bye bye birdie
bye bye birdie consumes my life right now. i mean, everyday 530-830 and fridays from 215-5... sometimes saturday from 10-3 and... its insane. its fun... kinda. the shows gonna kick ass so you should all come see it. oct. 21-24!!! i'm not a lead but who fucking cares. i rock in it!!! -lol- but yeah.. i'm tired lately and i just want to get out and have a good time without having to worry about rehearsals. i'll be sad once its over and then bitch when the next show comes around. and then be sad when that ones over. thats always how it goes. i really miss my friends. especially the ones in garden grove. i feel like i cant hang out with them anymore. i dont know... they probably dont even want me around. i feel like i'm getting fazed out b/c of the break up. all i want is to go back to how things were before simone's party (well before the hookup and after the break up -lol-). i want there to be no drama. i want to be FRIENDS with everyone again. oh well... its ok if they hate me. i need to make new friends... people who dont know my past and i can make a new impression on. i still love my old friends but if they dont care then why should i?