D-R-A-M-A!!!!!

[frenziedfeline]

i love how as soon as i do something for me... and try to get out of all the drama in my life *cough* break up with mike *cough*, theres new drama to follow close behind. i this past weekend was a-mazing! seriously. i had a great time with paisley and kaitlyn. i LOVED meeting new people and parties area always good. and i met 2 people who i REALLY care about... a LOT already. which is weird. cuz lately i've been falling for people really quickly. its REALLY bad this time though. the two guys are so great. and i love them both for different reasons, but they are best friends. and they are both way sensitive and... *eh hem* emo. so no matter what i do i'm going to end up hurting both of them. or one of them and... damn. i JUST broke up with mike. I DONT WANT A RELATIONSHIP YET!!! i want to get to know them better. i want to KNOW them before i make a decision. but i'm scared that they are both so crazy about me that... while i'm in the process of making a decision, and i'm hanging out with both of them and i'm kissing both of them and i'm caring about both of them, and... and i'm...

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falling for both of them

that they are going to get hurt. and i dont want that. i dont want this drama but at the same time i want to be selfish. i want to have them in my life. fuck! how'd things get so fucked up so fast?! i'm just going to choose no one for now and get to know them both better. thats a good idea. less drama.

this weekend needs to be fun! ANTI-PROM BABY!!!

<3333 you both mucho MUCHO MUCHO!!!! (X infinity +3 cubed)