yeah.

[frenchydek]

only save,
try to find another way,
i’m taking what I gave to you again.
some new day I could understand your face,
you could even hold my hand if you would like to.
it came up unexpected,
i had to follow through
and it’s hard when you were working like you do.
it was easy when you were younger,
you can put it back together,
it was there if you ever wanted it
but you closed the door and said goodbye for good.
so this is a mistake,
try to find a better way,
you were never fond of anything I said.
can we begin again?
save it for another friend,
i was happy in my life I won’t pretend,
every time you were expecting to reach out and forgive this,
i was hardened by the look upon your face,
it was easy when you were younger,
you can put it back together,
it was there if you ever wanted it,
but you closed the door and said goodbye for good,
for good…
you were easy.

most of my time with people is spent thinking about how much i'm going to miss them.
a few, in particular. like porn stars. and lovely boys. and of course old friends.
& ps: i don't know why this song makes me think of that, because none of it is by any means, final. but i guess i'm being very silly that way.