too many things

[frenchvanilla22]

My frist thanksgiving where i don't have my Grandma, my first thanksgiving where i won't get to talk to my family.. I'm tired of being sad, it seems like I'm sad all the time, this should be a happy time for me, I'm getting married we're talking about starting a family, but I just can't be happy like everyone wants me to be.. I pretend all day when people are around that everything is fine, I'll bet that BZ and her mom have no idea of how sad I am, nor do they care, aaron has a little clue but hes too busy for me. I just sad... I need a nap.. good night

Happy thanksgiving tomarrow everyone

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