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Finally.....3 days of school! and then bye bye high school! (Well at least for 3 months...). Wouha time goes so fast!I still don't realize that I am gonna go back in fez days...9 to be exact...Emma goes back on Thursday...That's maybe the last conversasion I have with her on internet....That's just so weird! I mean...yeah... And of course..HE waits the last time to hang out more with me...Okay now nothing is gonna happen anyway... but apparently HE WAS INTERESTED in me...He didn't tell me anything...but he would've ask me but because I was an exchange student he didn't want to go out with me...because he was afraid ofme leaving me anyway to go back to France!...He cares too much...When you are 17 don't think to omuch about the future! In fact Carpe Diem all the time!!I fucking hate him! But I can't! He is just too sweet with me...and he doesn't realize that 2 weeks before I go, I start feeling something....like few months ago....but not that strong at that point!I am fucking pest at him now...why does he have to care so much about his future (um....that's what he call maturity...)but still!!!:-( Only 9 days left and I don't want anything to happen now...it's too late....but...oh well...I have to let the computer....I can never have it these days...anyway..