let fo of your soul and let the darkness of the night devour you
one new poem and one i wrote a while agoo....
what i thought was ended was not
you fooled me by walking away
but now you return and break my heart
i thought you were gone and I had accepted that
i just wanted out and i wanted away
it was hard, but i did it, i thought it was for the best
and now i thought i was over it, that i had changed, for the better
and know you want back
opening old wounds, prying at old aches
making the tears and blood fall
mingling into one icy red puddle
what DO you want?
you confuse me
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as i walk through the crowd i feel like a ghost
looking into every else’s lives, minds, hearts
i see their tears, their pain, their laughs, their fears
but they are hidden, neatly tucked away
it hurts me to see them so fake, so foolish
what does the world have to offer, but misconceited lies?
they seem as perfect, so happy,
but inside they are suffering
why must it not come out
why must you hide yourself
i know you too well
your mask does not trick me
i see right past, i see inside
forced laughs and smilies
you hide your tears for yourself
such complication, but nothing to brag
not to show, just simple happiness
but what is happiness without pain
it is nothing.
what i thought was ended was not
you fooled me by walking away
but now you return and break my heart
i thought you were gone and I had accepted that
i just wanted out and i wanted away
it was hard, but i did it, i thought it was for the best
and now i thought i was over it, that i had changed, for the better
and know you want back
opening old wounds, prying at old aches
making the tears and blood fall
mingling into one icy red puddle
what DO you want?
you confuse me
------------------
as i walk through the crowd i feel like a ghost
looking into every else’s lives, minds, hearts
i see their tears, their pain, their laughs, their fears
but they are hidden, neatly tucked away
it hurts me to see them so fake, so foolish
what does the world have to offer, but misconceited lies?
they seem as perfect, so happy,
but inside they are suffering
why must it not come out
why must you hide yourself
i know you too well
your mask does not trick me
i see right past, i see inside
forced laughs and smilies
you hide your tears for yourself
such complication, but nothing to brag
not to show, just simple happiness
but what is happiness without pain
it is nothing.