nasty.
Home from Florida. It was a good time. Except for the fact that I hate life and want to die.
I don't understand people and how they think and rationalize. You make no sense to me. Don't say things you don't mean. The word facade comes to mind.
is it possible to hate someone and love them at the same time.
ick. i wish you could be in my shoes to see how i felt.
i want to be friends really bad. but i feel like you want nothing to do with me anymore...like you're pushing away.
so now i'm going to shower after working out my rage and then do crap loads of homework. and maybe out with some kids tonight. GCU=my life.
and p.s.
i saw derek and janine seber at the ROC airport at 12:15AM hahah and heard some sweet stories about cancun. i love them. and jackie moe of course too because she teaches little kids how to ski.
I don't understand people and how they think and rationalize. You make no sense to me. Don't say things you don't mean. The word facade comes to mind.
is it possible to hate someone and love them at the same time.
ick. i wish you could be in my shoes to see how i felt.
i want to be friends really bad. but i feel like you want nothing to do with me anymore...like you're pushing away.
so now i'm going to shower after working out my rage and then do crap loads of homework. and maybe out with some kids tonight. GCU=my life.
and p.s.
i saw derek and janine seber at the ROC airport at 12:15AM hahah and heard some sweet stories about cancun. i love them. and jackie moe of course too because she teaches little kids how to ski.