It turned into real world, except that they're fat people and they're marching, so its jiggly!
So, the modest mouse concert was amazing. There was a song that they played, and i am ashamed to say i can't remember which song it was, that caused me to feel that overwhelming euphoria where you don't know whether to laugh or cry or scream its so intense. Do you know the feeling im talking about. for me it happens every once and a while usually when im listening to something amazing live, usually. I love concerts. The atmosphere, the crowd, the musicians performing their art, the trip to the concert, everything! There's something i find addicting about live music? Thats a strange observation..... umm ok.
Wow, Im 19. I don't have a driver's license. That is sad. Time to get one. Do they cost lots of money? I should look it up.
Stu it a very alienating person... weird way to put that. But when rebe, stu, and i all hangout together he only talks and looks at rebe. I wish it was easier to talk to him. Hes not a very open person when it comes to his emotions, his mind. I wish i could talk to him about things again. I don't know what my issue is about talking to him. I would talk to him, i just never get a chance to speak just him. Its either me and rebe, or the three of us.....
oh man ouch......
Marcus left eugene yesterday for Newberg. Hes going back to live with his parents for a while and then hes going to move to San Diego? I think he'd hate it there for what I've heard about the place. But then i've never been there. I worked with him on Saturday and after work i was basically in tears when i said bye to him. We hugged for a long time, and then i told him that i thought he was one of the most memorable people i've met in a while, and more of a man then the majority of the guys that i've met. Then i kissed him and asked him if he'd come back to visit, to which he answered back by kissing me and saying "yeah." heh. I'm crazy about that kid. Hes... alive. Bright. I'm drawn to him for god knows what reason like a moth to a flame. cliche. i didn't really tell him what i needed to tell him that night. I tried, but the right things to say in those kinds of situations have been failing for me lately so it just kind of didn't come. Marcus. foof.
well ok. I'm out of things to write. My mind has gone blank for the first time all night. Hokay.
p.s. the title of this is something david said.
EDIT: apparently germany discovered hydrogen fuel?? I must find out if this is true.
Wow, Im 19. I don't have a driver's license. That is sad. Time to get one. Do they cost lots of money? I should look it up.
Stu it a very alienating person... weird way to put that. But when rebe, stu, and i all hangout together he only talks and looks at rebe. I wish it was easier to talk to him. Hes not a very open person when it comes to his emotions, his mind. I wish i could talk to him about things again. I don't know what my issue is about talking to him. I would talk to him, i just never get a chance to speak just him. Its either me and rebe, or the three of us.....
oh man ouch......
Marcus left eugene yesterday for Newberg. Hes going back to live with his parents for a while and then hes going to move to San Diego? I think he'd hate it there for what I've heard about the place. But then i've never been there. I worked with him on Saturday and after work i was basically in tears when i said bye to him. We hugged for a long time, and then i told him that i thought he was one of the most memorable people i've met in a while, and more of a man then the majority of the guys that i've met. Then i kissed him and asked him if he'd come back to visit, to which he answered back by kissing me and saying "yeah." heh. I'm crazy about that kid. Hes... alive. Bright. I'm drawn to him for god knows what reason like a moth to a flame. cliche. i didn't really tell him what i needed to tell him that night. I tried, but the right things to say in those kinds of situations have been failing for me lately so it just kind of didn't come. Marcus. foof.
well ok. I'm out of things to write. My mind has gone blank for the first time all night. Hokay.
p.s. the title of this is something david said.
EDIT: apparently germany discovered hydrogen fuel?? I must find out if this is true.