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there are alot of things bothering me lately. i just feel so out of place. i don't know what i want to do with my future. at first i just thought i'd want to be a high school art teacher. now it just feels so unfulfilling. plus its very difficult to find a school with art education, that's new york state because for the past 10 years school boards have been trying to cut taxes by getting rid of them to save money. art teachers are going to be out of a job in a few years anyway, so why bother. i'd rather die than go to nassau. its really the last resort. i just want to get the hell out of here. i want to go to school in the city. i want something new. i hate new hyde park. its so boring here. i just want to get away from this place.
i don't know what i want to do with my life. i just feel so lost.
i don't know what i want to do with my life. i just feel so lost.