Daddy took me shopping today!! I was super excited considering the fact that I haven't seen him in the past week. He went on a business trip. But when he got home I jumped on him and smothered him with hugs and kisses only to remember that I haven't done that since I was 9. But daddy embraced me in a looooong hug. It was kind of awkward and I felt my body respond to the immediate contact. I was super super wet. But the hug wasn't the kind I wanted or needed for that matter. It was one of those family hugs, ugh.
Anyway so me and daddy started talking about his trip and shit and then he drove me to the mall. He was patient too. i've never seen daddy so calm. Like he was excited to be there with me. And just picture this big, tall man with a swimmer's body happily chilling in the mall with his daughter and not even complaining about how much money I was spending or how much time I'm taking up like he usually does. And that made me extremely happy!
Seeing him again, he had gotten a slight tan and that made the green in his eyes pop. I've never seen my daddy look so handsome. Of course he always was but he looked different. happier, brighter or something. He looked so good I couldnt help myself from staring at him. god, if only he wanted me like I wanted him. Or maybe he does but is too afraid to admit it. I hate that. I wonder if he ever thinks about me sexually. I hate the pool and the beach but I purposely walk around in itty bitty bikinis for his attention. I wear the tiniest shorts and tank tops when I'm about to go to bed, give him a kiss goodnight and a hug where I press my tits against him but yet he does nothing. What the hell do I gotta do? Take off my top, shake my tits in front of his face and tell him I want his dick? hm, I could do that. Wait, what would mommy say?
But I made daddy go into Victoria's Secret with me. I know for sure he watched me pick out my underwear. I even asked him for his opinion on some! and....he gave it to me. :)