summer is ending
for most of the people I work with school is starting very soon or has already started. Personally schol for me won't start until the end of september (yay for UCs!) but finding myself at the end of another summer has left me thinking about what God has done for me this past summer... It has been crazy... completely turned on head. Non of my expectations were met this summer but one my prayers were. This summer has been one of reflection, of intense joy and sadness. God has gotten me through it all. This past year I've had rely a lot on God myself, I've had to find my strength through him and know that His love surpasses all. I didn't expect this summer to be such a learning expierence. I expected another somewhat boring summer and working. But it was something much more and I don't even think I can really explain it all yet. I know that my relationship with God has been strengthened and it has prepared me for this last year in college. It has given me comfort being okay with not knowing what I am doing after college. Gods gonna help me out with that one
The end of summer means the end of mount hermon again. Back to guest groups and early sunday mornings. This year I am ready to go home. This summer has been emotionally draining. I want to go home and veg and then go to hume and then veg more before heading back to school. I don't know what I'll be doing next year. I don't know if I'll be coming back to the conference center or what. So much could change in a year... I've realized that since last summer. These past two summer here at the herm have helped me in ways I don't even know yet. I'll probably have more to say about this later but right now I have homework due and I need to do it!!! damn school