soooooo
school is almost over and I'm not going home at all until August... it'll be another Santa Cruz summer which I am happy about yet not so much. I have mixed emotions about this summer. I just don't know what to expect and it bthers me more than last year. I can tell you one thing that last year at this time I had the same emotions I have right now. I just don't really want to go. Even though I know this summer is gonna be way different than last. For one I have a car and friends who will be around here this summer so I won't be fully tied to camp like I was last year. School is gonna merge into the begining of this year at mh. I don't know.... I just don't.
I' not loking forward to it this year I just hope that God will show me how wonderful mh can be again. And I hope I can balance my life at UCSC and my time at MH well. I'm not looking forward to the girls who are coming back with boyfriends that work at mh... arg I just don't want that. ARRRRGGGGGGGGGG. IS it so bad that I want love too ya know? is that too much to ask?? I don't think so and yeah I'll just have to deal with that this year.
I think after I graduate I am going to go to some foriegn land. ust buy a ticket possibly find a job and just go off and fend for myself. I'd get lost in the world and see where it leads me. I need to get lost for awhile, meet some new people and find a new part of me.
Today is Yom Ha'atzmaut or Israel Independence Day. Yay for Israel! It's been around for 60 and I just hope it'll be around for another 60 and more.
I' not loking forward to it this year I just hope that God will show me how wonderful mh can be again. And I hope I can balance my life at UCSC and my time at MH well. I'm not looking forward to the girls who are coming back with boyfriends that work at mh... arg I just don't want that. ARRRRGGGGGGGGGG. IS it so bad that I want love too ya know? is that too much to ask?? I don't think so and yeah I'll just have to deal with that this year.
I think after I graduate I am going to go to some foriegn land. ust buy a ticket possibly find a job and just go off and fend for myself. I'd get lost in the world and see where it leads me. I need to get lost for awhile, meet some new people and find a new part of me.
Today is Yom Ha'atzmaut or Israel Independence Day. Yay for Israel! It's been around for 60 and I just hope it'll be around for another 60 and more.