Feb 06, 2008 22:49
Lent started today... abstain from something for 40 days... it's suppose to get you closer God, rely on him more, get a bit of Jesus' suffering put in on you... so in the past couple of years I have done soda but I wasn't into physical suffering this year so I chose to abstain from Victor... well calling and texting him... if does it... I'll do it but other than that nope not even.
it's only been a day and it is so hard not just to pick up my phone and call him.... even if it's just to hear it just ring.
oh and I decided just to go home the first weekend of march cus I need to do stuff for my car and I just need to get away from school for awhile.
prayer is what I need...