Jul 14, 2004 20:07
SHIIIIT! I screwed up real bad... I can't believe I'm so selfish...
I'm such a screw up... Why can't I realize that I'm being so selfish.... I realize it after, which sucks.
I look at it this way though.... No one else is going to be looking out for me or my feelings, so I have to do it myself even if it does hurt other people, right?
I might have lost a really good friend... but I don't think he would deserve my friendship or even a "hi" from me.
I loved talking to him though and joking around. I miss that. And I'm totally not over it. I don't think I will be for awhile.
I dunno what to do. :-(
Im gone...
I got my license yesterday, so everyone congratulate me!