So you put your heart and soul into something and you still don't reach your goals! Bummer!
I just know one thing: I better persevere. Referring to The Parable of the Sower, Jim Rohn said,
"The sower kept on sowing." Rohn noted that
"the sower was ambitious and had good seed." I would like to think I am ambitious. I believe I have the best seed, the principles of the First Amendment and free speech. So I trust, in time I too can reach my goals.
Little else tempts me as the work fulfills and the vision of the prize reigns. What else should I do, but keep on sowing for the First Amendment and free speech!